I just sent out a new email to all you bad ass,dedicated YuYu and Team Chaos fans.

Hope you all like it and get the damn thing.

I LOVE LEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn right

ENOUGH

Dawn(Kiwi 4 My Lee )

Boring day

Nothin to say.

Dawn

It was only one hour ago,

It was all so different then

There's nothing yet has really,sunk in,

Looks like it always did

This flesh and bone,

Was just the way that you were tied in

Now there's no one home

I grieve

For you

And you leave,

Me

It's so hard to move on,

Still loving what's gone,

They say life carries on,

Carries on and on,

And on

And on

The news that truly shocks,

Is the empty,empty page

While the final rattle rocks,

This empty,empty cage

And I can't handle this

I grieve

For you

And you leave,

Me

Let it out and move on

Missing what's gone

They say life carries on,

Carries on and on,

And on

And on

Life carries on in the people I meet

In everyone that's out on the street

In all the dogs and cats

In the flies and RATS,

In the rod and the rust,

In the ashes and the dust

And life carries on and on,

And on and on

Life carries on and on,

And on

It's just the car that we ride in,

The home we reside in,

The face that we hide in,

The way we are tied in

And life carries on and on,

And on and on

Life carries on and on and on

Did I dream this belief?

Or did I believe this dream?

Now I can find release,

I grieve

Peter Gabriel

 

Today fucking SUCKED

The only peace I have is my Lee,and my girls.

I hate all the rest of you.

 

Dawn

YEP

That's how I REALLY feel.

I am SO DAMN tired of morons.

Especially those masquerading as a genious.

In my 34 years of life 99.9% was suffering.

Mentaly and phisically.

I will not go into detail,it would take to goddamn long.

Just trust me,or don't,I don't fucking really care.

There are a blessed few that I DO cherish,and would die to protect.

Let me give their precious names,Hail Satan,

Ember Louise,my first daughter.

Skye,my second daughter.

Lee,the human love of my life.

Hiei,the demon who I cannot forget..

Melissa,my younger sister and best friend.

LaDasha,my sister and dear friend,as well as her daughter Mya and her father Bruce and mother Edna.

That's about it,

as for my other "family" members,fuck em'.

Now, I will thank those who are no longer stuck in this "terrible coma called living".

The mentors,the idols.

First of all and MOST importantly,

Anton Szandor LaVey

The founder of The Church of Satan. (YES I AM a Satanist and DAMN proud of it!!!!!)

I miss him more than I could ever express..

Another great man who left me way too soon,

Bruce Lee

The most exhaulted martial arts Master,who had the nerve and the drive to think outside of the martial arts "box".

The man was not only a great warrior,he was a fucking genious.

FOR REAL

My anxt for this evening is spent,so I will close this post with one more cherished life that ended all too recently,my darling,my Son,Baphomet.

Baphomet was our dear pet rat who we found dead only a few short weeks ago.

His death tore a bigger hole through a soul that is already almost empty.

I dedicate this blog to you dearest friend.

May His Infernal Majesty watch over you my Son.

We love you

Dawn,Ember,Skye and Lee