YEP

That's how I REALLY feel.

I am SO DAMN tired of morons.

Especially those masquerading as a genious.

In my 34 years of life 99.9% was suffering.

Mentaly and phisically.

I will not go into detail,it would take to goddamn long.

Just trust me,or don't,I don't fucking really care.

There are a blessed few that I DO cherish,and would die to protect.

Let me give their precious names,Hail Satan,

Ember Louise,my first daughter.

Skye,my second daughter.

Lee,the human love of my life.

Hiei,the demon who I cannot forget..

Melissa,my younger sister and best friend.

LaDasha,my sister and dear friend,as well as her daughter Mya and her father Bruce and mother Edna.

That's about it,

as for my other "family" members,fuck em'.

Now, I will thank those who are no longer stuck in this "terrible coma called living".

The mentors,the idols.

First of all and MOST importantly,

Anton Szandor LaVey

The founder of The Church of Satan. (YES I AM a Satanist and DAMN proud of it!!!!!)

I miss him more than I could ever express..

Another great man who left me way too soon,

Bruce Lee

The most exhaulted martial arts Master,who had the nerve and the drive to think outside of the martial arts "box".

The man was not only a great warrior,he was a fucking genious.

FOR REAL

My anxt for this evening is spent,so I will close this post with one more cherished life that ended all too recently,my darling,my Son,Baphomet.

Baphomet was our dear pet rat who we found dead only a few short weeks ago.

His death tore a bigger hole through a soul that is already almost empty.

I dedicate this blog to you dearest friend.

May His Infernal Majesty watch over you my Son.

We love you

Dawn,Ember,Skye and Lee